kings ♠ queens

An hour and 50 minutes to 2010.

2009 is/was definately not one of my best years. There were too much tears, emotions, people who just got in the way, people who didn’t understand, people who thought too much of themselves, just people who are plain irritating. Also arguments, even though little, affected me a lot somehow. And to top things off, the results.

New year resolutions:

1. No slacking anymore, study!
2. Get my camera.
3. Save more money.
4. Keeping my emotions in check.
5. Practice my guitar playing.
6. Be more sociable!

So far there are only these 6, but hopefully, I will be able to achieve them all.

Hopefully.

Cheers, and enjoy the New Year!

thewordsalloverme:

Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. At least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. you feel the way you do just because. you hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

childlikefairytales:

(via 11-eleven-wishes)

rawrxja:

1. Hot Mess - Cobra Starship
2. I’m not a girl, not yet a woman - Britney Spears
3. Declaration - David Cook
4. Swing - Brighten
5. Untitled - Simple Plan
6. Close to your heart - The Glorious Unseen
7. Lies - McFly
8. He Said She Said -Ashley Tisdale
9. Three - Britney Spears
10. Never is a promise - Fiona Apple
11. I’d come for you - Nickelback
12. Only Hope - Mandy Moore
13. Whoa Oh - Forever the Sickest Kids
14. The Kill - 30 Seconds To Mars
15. Red - Daniel Merriweather
16. To Love and Back - This Century
17. Here We Go Again - Demi Lovato
18. How You Love Me Now - Hey Monday
19. You Found Me - Kelly Clarkson
20. Crybaby - Allison Iraheta
21. We Cry - The Script
22. Jolene - Alexis Grace
23. Lights and Sounds - Yellowcard
24. Closer to You - Adelitas Way
25. Secret - The Pierces